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Parents’ problems

Parents, how I wish I can swap for another.
I don’t want parents that reprimand me on every single mistakes I did.
I don’t want parents that think they know everything.
I don’t want parents that think that they are always right.
I need parents that are encouraging, accepting and supportive.
What they always do when they come home:
1. Ask me whether i took my bath;
2. Ticking me off for not opening the windows;
3. Again, gave me a dressing-down about my life at home, always facing the computer.
That’s it.
Hey, you can ask me about my day, ask about my plans for tomorrow or whatever!
Do you know I feel uncomfortable around you guys?
Even when I tell jokes, they debated with me over it.
And by the way, they always think that they are right.
And when the truth is revealed, they use excuses to cover up.
Both of them always quarrel over small little things, and I feel extremely irritated.
Mom cannot control her temper, and whenever she has a bad mood, it is reflected on me! What in the world! That’s why, I want to stay single.(Talk about it later)
Dad, treat others so well but not his own kin.
For example, whenever he sees something that I like, he would think about my cousin, 15, whether she would want one too. So I was in fact, jealous over her.
Now, I’ve set my goals and planned for my future(possible, not over-ambitious) and if everything is smooth ENOUGH, I can live on my own. While I give both of them money monthly. No other choice, you can’t change your birth parents. They are my parents after all. But still! What they did was incorrigible! So annoying! Table messy, dad scolded me. After packing up my stuff, dad still scolded me for the uncleared mess on it. But, did he see, the table had a combination of both my sister(Talk about her later, utterly disappointed with her) and mom’s stuff on it. Damn. Seriously. I forgotten to throw a bag of trash, and when my parents came back today(mom just came back from Guang Zhou, China for business trip) the first thing they spoke, they chided me for the trash. I am human, human make mistakes. Sure, I would clear them sincerely if they told me ‘there was trash and please throw it away. Remember to check for any misplaced trash or items before I leave the house again’. But, they scolded me. I was disappointed. I heard about my friends, having awesome parents, I’m full of envy. The first thing they always do, is to tell me off. Seriously you guys need to change! And when I tell you guys, you all keep saying that I’m just a stubborn, immature kid going through puberty and shouldn’t meddle with adult problems. Screw you guys. I have more logic in my talking than you guys. You guys only have many years of experience and more knowledge compared to me. But you guys don’t talk sense. Ugh.